Father

I wrote this today to help let my emotions out but I don't think I really let them out till i talked to my rebbi and ended up crying for a good 20 minuets. anyway here it is

Father
father in heaven ruling from above
take me to a place of comfort and love
hold me close for just a while
dry my tears and make me smile
hold my hand though this test
just like you've done through the rest
show me tomorrow because the tears blurr today
show me your plan and show me your way
give me the strength to just move on
because I cant lift my head and my will is gone
I made you a promise that hasn't been broken
and you made me yours with words unspoken
so guide me Abba hold my hand tight
help me do no wrong only right
because once again Abba its just me and you
in a world so barren of whats real and true
I'm scared Abba its a long road ahead
and there's so much more i need to say to add to whats been said